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Showing posts with label insaf. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 3

hindari sifat mazmumah

mengumpat. ya, mengumpat. yak ampun~ sapa yang tidak rancak mengumpat sini? mari aku tabik spring toink3 dulu sama dia! hakhak.

ni ha, tadi ustazah jumpa sorang budak nakal. siap post kat twitter ni haaaa~ tak manis betul macam kurma ustazah ni..

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ha, ini nasihat untuk atiqahruhaizad (omaigoddd sapa la tuh!)

jangan suka mengumpat, banyak dosa woi! ustaz kazim elias cakap, biarpun benda yang kita umpat tu betul, jangan UMPAT! sia-sia dapat dosa, dia dapat pahala.

 

atiqahruhaizad: ok2, saya tak mengumpat. saya tahan mulut & hati ni dari mengumpat. tapi tak tahan woh! xpelah. saya buat list dulu, tulis dalam buku, nanti dah abis bulan posa, saya cerita sekali semua. tuuuudia! baru havoc mengumpat secara pukal! wakakakaka

ustazah: bulan puasa bukan untuk mengumpul bahan umpatan! bulan puasa untuk melatih diri dan menyucikan diri. semoga bulan-bulan seterusnya kita akan terus mengamalkan ibadah dan meninggalkan laranganNya yang kita amalkan di bulan mulia ini. ok atiqahruhaizad? fahimtu?

atiqahruhaizad <----- alu terbebek-bebek! (translate: terkesima)

Wednesday, July 13

Laksamana Sunan

Alhamdulillah. Segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Penyayang. setelah beberapa purnama berlalu, sempurna jualah pembacaan hamba. eceh eceh. haha. gaya penulisan suda macam Ramlee Awang Murshid (RAM) dalam Sutera Bidadari. hehehe. nda bah.

bermacam-macam perasaan sepanjang membaca novel kelima RAM dalam siri laksamana sunan yang super cool ni. eh layankan sajalah segmen ‘BACAAN SAYA’ yang bakal syok sendiri ni okeh? (hamba try untuk tidak spoilkan cerita, sbb kawan2 ramai lagi yg x baca hehe)

wataks

seperti biasa Laksamana Sunan aka pemuda berduka dari tanah rencong aka Saifudin bin Jalis masih cool dan tenang-tenang sahaja menghadapi musuh dan kejahatan.

kawan-kawan sunan kali ini terdiri dari bangsa polip (sambungan dari buku sebelumnya –cinta sufi), dan beberapa rakan baek dijemput dari Aceh (kampung kedua sunan selepas melarikan diri dari tanah melayu).

watak catalina, wanita portugis yang telah memeluk islam digambarkan sangat baek dalam buku kelima ni. bersaing dengan Luna (dari bangsa polip) untuk memenangi hati sunan.

di awal penceritaan pun kita suda dikejutkan dengan kemunculan Sang Dewi yang bila kamu membaca buku itu, mungkin terlintas/terdetik/sengaja diberi hint oleh RAM untuk pembaca mengaitkan Sang Dewi dengan wife sunan (Ratna Sang Ratu) yang dipercayai sudah pun mati dalam buku ketiga (iinm). hurm, sebelum baca buku ni, aku suda dengar desas-desus dia hidup balik dalam buku ni. mula-mula tu rasa macam, ala spoil lah sbb suda tau. tapi jangan risau. siok seja membacanya. RAM bagi hint awal-awal pasal ratna, tapi kita masih mau membaca sampai habis sebab sampai chapter terakhir baru dia rungkaikan misteri pasal ratna tu! kiranya, kita tau ratna itu muncul, tapi bagaimana, bila, dan kenapa? kena baca sampai habis baru faham.

pertarungan menentang kejahatan

uiseh, ini part yang selalu ada watak menakutkan dan membikin neves. SELALU. setiap buku yang aku baca mesti bikin aku cemas-cemas sendirian. kadang-kadang bila terlampau focus, aku kelucuan sendiri sebab mata macam mau terbeliak suda, muka macam mau masuk seja pigi muka surat dan kononnya terbang ke kurun 15. uiseh. over.

tapi, kali ni. dalam sutera bidadari, nda banyak pertarungan ngeri. hanya biasa-biasa saja. dan perlawanan sunan dengan taghut boleh diramalkan oleh pembaca sebab jeng jeng jeng.. hehe.

kurun ke 15 vs abad ke 21

kombinasi dua zaman dalam siri laksamana sunan ni memang sebati. dari buku pertama lagi, penceritaan selalu melibatkan dua-dua zaman. aku selalu berpuas hati dengan cara RAM menggabungkan dua zaman ni. ending selalu kemas dengan peleraian dan penjelasan yang memuaskan.

lain-lain

seperti selalu jugak, peribadi Laksamana Sunan sentiasa menawan hati hamba. tenang, tulus, baek, sopan dan penuh berserah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa :)

buku ni sedikit sebanyak menginsafkan hamba.

RAM jugak selalu berjaya buat aku percaya cerita rekaannya ini macam betul-betul wujud.
cth: Laksamana Sunan seorang pahlawan melayu yang terkenal pada zamannya cuma tiadalah tercatat dalam sejarah. malah, sezaman dengan hang tuah dan saudara-saudaranya. aku percaya bulat-bulat. hahahaha. eh tidak mustahil woh! :p (watak hang tuah juga ada dalam buku ke 4 dan 5)

dannnn, siri ni ada sambungan lagi! hahahaha. yeay. RAM selalu meninggalkan pembaca dengan perasaan “tidak sabar mau baca buku seterusnyaaaa!”

ok. that’s all. seronok habis baca Sutera Bidadari~

thanks ameng pinjamkan novel! :)

Wednesday, June 22

dunia~~

semakin mahal anda memiliki benda atau barang tertuntu, semakin ‘gah’ anda rasakan, dan semakin hebat imej diri anda; semakin tegap anda melangkah. semakin ‘besar’ mulut anda.

maka, lihatlah: betapa banyak orang yang merasakan dirinya kecil, rendah, hina, kurang, kalah, dan lemah tatkala dia berhadapan atau dihadapkan pada orang dengan imej yang selangit seperti itu. betapa banyak orang tunduk mengemis-ngemis, menjilat, dan memasrahkan diri pada orang lain kerana imej, simbol dan gaya hidupnya yang gemerlapan'


Selain pesan ayah, petikan dr 'bibir tersenyum hati menangis' ni pun selalu bikin aku insaf bila aku suda ditarik shaitonnn dan nafsu hoho.

Tuesday, April 5

…from the Classic Poems to Read Aloud

here are some of my favoritas. sila anggapkan ku bersuara mendeklamasikannya okeh? ehem. dengarkan~

 

 

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write, for example, “The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.”
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

Pablo Neruda
Tonight I can write the saddest lines

(translated from the Spanish by W.S Merwin)

p/s: mesti lagi deep kalau baca yang original version kan? wuwu

 

 

dan dalam buku ni jugak, ada satu ‘poem’ entitled Sayings of Muhammad

 

God has ninety-nine names,

one less than a hundred.

The person who knows them by heart

will enter Paradise.

SB9.145, Abu Hurayra

 

 

 

 

sekian. mau balik rumah.

“life is so short. forgetting is so long” HAHA. ok2. aku diamlah. bye.

Wednesday, July 28

pompuan. yang tak pernah tahu apa yang mereka mahu

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

- DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:




Call you




Kiss you




Love you




Text you


i am posting it, not because i want him to call me, kiss me, love me, or text me. but to show you people how complex women can be. cerewet kan? mahu ditatang bagai minyak yang penuh. kesian lelaki, selalu kena bertahan dengan species2 yang diciptakan sensitif ni. pompuan, hatinya sentiasa mau dijaga, dibelai (adoi, geli pulak perkataan nih), disayang-sayang lah konon. TAPI NDA PERNAH MAU BERSYUKUR DAPAT PARTNER YANG PENYABAR DAN BUDIMAN (iya, huruf besar sebab saya panas nih! hahahaha)



he wont call me – sebab kami di benua berbeza. (ini baru lah cinta antara benua. hal la lahhhh! LOL

he wont kiss me – sebab dia makan kissmissss HAHA

he wont love me – sapa cakap! sini maju ke depan! :p

he wont text me – sebab simcard celcom saya suda patah. HAHAHAHAHA. ok bye. itu bukan cerita lucu tauk!





yang benar,

pompuan jahat. uhuks.